Saturday, February 26, 2011

Chasing the Sunset


There is nothing quite like heading westward on a plane around sunset. It's the longest sunset you will ever have! A five hour flight starting just before sunset made the sun go down for a long time. It took a couple of hours to watch - YES HOURS!!! 

Now, I love sunsets. But even I have entirely too much time on my hands to ruminate if I am relegated to being pinned in a seat for five hours watching out the window. There are only so many airplane peanuts one might consume, only so many crosswords one might puzzle through, only so much sleep one can get with the screaming children nearby. I slept an hour, worked puzzles, tried to keep my mind busy and my mouth shut. A brief visit with my neighbor revealed that a) he had a cold (oh no) and b) he was heading to the same destination as I. (Oh joy, to be locked near another body who has an illness for so long!)

Once all that was done I found that I had a lot of time to think.  Goodness! I better give you some background!

I... am a slave. I find absolute peace in my servitude. 

My Master hasn't been able to relocate yet but he will. For the most part we are together on Skype all day long. Skype is a wonderful program that allows folks to visit in groups as if everyone is on a party line phone call. Skype also allows two people to visit with the use of camera as well as sound.

But I digress. I'm my Master's kajira. I am His belonging. When we finally come to be together in the same household, things will be much easier for everyone involved with His loving guidance. In the meantime, we work on my ever expanding peace as I learn my servitude long distance. I was born to serve. I am a natural slave. It is me, pure and simple. Master sees slavery as an art, the higher art being that of a kajira. Master says that I hold the natural ability to not only serve as a slave, but as a kajira. What a compliment!

Before I say one more word I better explain two things:
1 -- Regrettably, for those folks out there who are also into this lifestyle, I know you see the capital "I" --- but my grammar and English teachers beat proper spelling, punctuation and basic grammar into me at a very young age. If I put a small case i when I'm referring to myself it's going to drive me nuts. Master understands that and He is amused. Master is fine with this, therefore please do not be offended by the use of a capital I.
2 -- It is unfortunate that so many people are so intolerant of others. I do not care that you may not understand my lifestyle. This is my choice. No one forced me into it. Rather, it is not a choice but it is who I am. I am a slave. If you were to approach me on the street you would never know. If you were to approach me at work, you would never know. If you were to try to force your will upon me you would find that you are seriously outmatched. 

The reality is, I serve ONE Master. He knows who He is. *happy smile*


If you happen to be chasing the sunset when you are a kajira and that means you are leaving your Master behind, then you are probably taking a slow trip to hell while you await your Master's relocation. *sigh* Que sirrah, sirrah. In the long five hour flight further and further away, a good kajira may discover that she has trouble with quieting her mind. Mine is only quiet in the presence of my Master. My Master is like deep water. Perhaps he is more like the dark loamy soil found in a mountain meadow, or clouds passing effortlessly through the night sky. However you wish to look at it, though I have a deep love of flying I should like to only be flying to see Him. I cannot wait for him to join me finally!

Then I shall be complete.



Getting Started


I had not intended to start this blog tonight, and yet here I am.Not even really sure where to start haha! Blogging has its perks I am sure; however, it seems that perhaps I more enjoy reading them than writing them (especially with an audience, whence comes indecision and a few insecurities


To break the ice, I shall start with places to shop:
If I were to start with witchery supplies then I would direct you to the following:
Besoms - Broomchick on Etsy --- http://www.etsy.com/people/BROOMCHICK?ref=ls_profile



Ideas: smudge fans - http://www.etsy.com/shop/SpinningCastle?ref=seller_info
 





Anything of wicca or pagan origin that you need really quickly - http://www.magicalomaha.com/

There are oodles of really neat places & links for both witchery & BDSM and I'm sure you are thinking, "What a really strange combination!" Just bear with me as I eke my way along this new ragged path.


I love energy work, calling the wind, the peace within my servitude to my Master, herbal healing and the darkness within us all. I recently met my Spirit Animal and oddly enough it is a nameless white tiger - literally faceless with a skull in place of a regular head. The thing glowed with an ethereal light!







OK. I think that's enough for starting... This is vague, disjointed, jumping around and I am a bit disconcerted at my nervousness!

At any rate, this isn't much, but it will do for now. *wink*